Come with me

Entertain me my love,
Fulfil my wildest fantasies,
Satisfy my deepest desires,
Come to me close deep and tight.

Keep me warm my love,
Let's just make love tonight,
Over and over again till dawn,
Come and make me weak and strong.

Hold me close my love,
Let go of all these fears of risks,
Let's try something new together,
Let's make a movie just you and me.

Grab me hard my love,
Your hand supporting my back,
My legs wrapping around your waist,
Let's just bounce and get to work baby.

Oh entertain me my love,
Talk to me about our adventures,
Tell me those acts you like me to do,
Moan my name while I do a job for you.

Oh keep me warm my love,
Dun let anything come between us,
Hold me by my waist and guide me,
Allow me to hold by your neck as I bounce.

Oh hold me close my love,
Keep me close bouncing on you,
Support me and watch me climax,
Talk to me so we can do it together.

Oh grab me hard my love,
Let's make this our legend,
Tell me honey as I moan and groan,
Tell me honey and I shall come with you.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Secrets

Secrets,
Dark and mysterious,
Kept inside over the years,
Sealed with forgotten memories.

Secrets,
Why do they exists?
Secrets between us,
Has grown massively.

Secrets,
How do I rid you?
Where do I dispose you?
Who should I share you with?

Secrets,
Too dark,
Too much,
To be told...

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

One day

One day I was here,
I caught your eye on me,
And when I glanced away,
I saw you straightened your shirt.

I tried to run,
When I saw you coming my way,
I tried to walk away in a hurry,
When I see you quicken your steps.

My heart skipped a beat,
When you tapped my shoulders,
Your touch was electrifying,
I stood there with my blushing face.

I avoided your eyes,
I knew I'd fall all over again,
I tried looking away,
But you held my face to look into my eyes.

You looked deep into my eyes,
The look that tranced me to fantasy,
My heart knew you were for me,
Yet, I was afraid to lose you even before I have you...

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Tell me, dearest...

Sometimes I just wonder,
Will you ever come to ponder,
My value, my worth, my love,
Will you care to give me more?

I wonder if you'd give,
A reason for me to live,
I wonder if you'd be there,
Even when I'm scarred and bare.

Tell me dearest,
Tell me you care,
Tell me you love me,
Tell me you'd be there...

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Where are thou, love?

Where are thou, my love?
What are you doing so busy?
What are you wearing today?
Didn't you want me lately?

I felt a void between us,
I felt less exclusive to you,
Why is this so, my love?
Was it just me, oh tell me it is...

I start to doubt,
Lesser calls from you,
Makes me wonder so much,
Will you come to me tonight?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

How life is...

To forgive,
Or to forget,
To only give,
Or not to take.

Giving up,
Or giving in,
Selfishness or,
Self centeredness?

Egoism perhaps,
Pride or just vain,
With age catching up,
I'd thought you'd give way.

Life is such,
Truth will hurt,
To only splurge,
And not say a word.

In life,
You gotta lose some,
To gain lots more,
This is just how life is...

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Lady

Days has passed,
Since we last texted,
I am still sitting here,
Wonder if you cared.

It's mental torture,
Just to think of what you did,
All the sacrifices I made,
Extending more than just my hand.

I let you be ahead,
To think that you're the best,
Lady, sometimes, you're just no good,
And so I had to make it work.

I care not if you stole my prime,
I care not if you had all my friends,
I care not if you have the best of men,
And I care not if you burn my heart...

But lady, you ought you learn,
You're not always right,
Admit your fault please do,
Sorry is to be said, not to be asked.

If you're not guilty,
Then I guess I was,
Sensitive perhaps,
Or age catching up.

I am still sitting here,
Your first impression clearly in mind,
Indeed it lasted and continue to behold,
That huge pride and vain in your blood....

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Girlfriend

Why have you changed?
Why is there no time for us?
Why has every little thing became so hard?
Why has time overturn our 8-yr friendship?

What have I done,
In ways to cause this wreck?
What have I done,
To do no wrong but guilty nonetheless?

I wondered if my silence is the cause,
Of all this miscommunication and what not,
I wondered if our common understanding,
Has just turn out to differ so much in silence...

In silence I wonder,
If I should say sorry,
For the wrong you did,
And forget what's done...

But that'd bruise my heart,
For the much unhapiness caused,
But if I let this go and not look back,
I know I'll miss you and our friendship.

But I can't hold this anymore,
You have caused much sufferings,
All because of your ego and pride,
You ain't willing to let me be ahead...

This friendship has soured,
I know not how to mend,
I know not if I should patch it,
For I know not what it means to you....

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Lover or keepsake?

What should I do....
When time calls my name....
Where should I head to...
When all calls me mean...

Is it mean if I care?
Is it mean if I think?
Is it mean to look far?
Or is it mean to just be me?

Who should I call...
When my heart fall...
How should I express...
My feelings so depressed...

Am I yours to love,
Or am I yours to please,
Am I your lover,
Or am I just for keepsake?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Sweet Pleasure

Sweet tasting lips,
Tongues entangled,
Hands on your hips,
Sensual muscles strained.

Weight on mine,
Sweet scent lingers,
Pleasure is all in mind,
Our bodies sensually mingles.

Licking mine on yours,
The sweetness of mine,
Filled with protein was yours,
The throbbing being exploding into mine...

Was it me being me,
Or was it you being you,
Was it really mean,
Or was it really that good?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Lust, just lust...

Face against mine,
Nose rubbing yours,
Heart beating fast,
Electrifying kiss awaits.

Hand touching face,
Chest against breasts,
Feeling your breath on neck,
Fingers running through body.

Fingers sinking through,
Searching for a warm place,
Standing stick ready to intrude,
Moaned and groaned in pleasure.

Love was gone,
Lust seeped through,
Mind was no longer,
Body yours to indulge.

Sink your fingers deep,
Make my mind go wild,
Deeper, harder, faster...
Go on, don't stop, do it...

Your kiss,
Your touch,
Your hug,
Ever so electrifying.

Turn me on,
Please misbehave,
Let me jump on you,
Allow me to bounce again...

Yes, Oh...
Please don't stop,
Let's do it one more time,
Yes.. Again.. and again...

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Attention...

Fingers running through my hair,
Warmth spread through my veins,
Secured with a hug and sincere care,
Strictly bonded by the common void.

Loneliness or lack of attention,
All it takes is just an eye contact,
To fill up what we had lacked and desired,
To relive the good memories with an impact.

If I had knew what I needed,
I would have sorted it out,
But I only knew after you came,
Just something I never figure out.

Why have you came,
Into my life without warning,
Why have you chosen me,
And not the rest of the clan?

Are you the prince,
Or are you not,
Are you rescueing me,
Or are you just a spectator?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Tribute to Dexter Manalo

When you’re gone

When you’re gone,
You’ll be remembered,
In every smile you spread,
In every laughter you made.

When you’re gone,
You’ll be missed more,
With the help you gave,
With the tips you shared.

When you’re gone,
We’ll remember you,
With a smile on your face,
And moments that we share.

You reminded us,
Of how short life is,
To treasure what we have,
To appreciate all we’ve got.

Dexter,
I pray for your safe journey,
To where we had all come from,
Safe with Him by your side.

Amen.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts