Thank You

It was nice,
Everything,
Was so pretty.

Thank you,
Dear friends,
You made my day.

I love you,
Couldn't do,
Enough to repay.

Thank you,
For being you,
Being my friend.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Angry

Heard you called,
I simply snapped,
Frowned at the words,
Cursed at your concerns.

I was fine before,
I chatted with Mr Fix,
But you came try to be him,
And you knew you can never be.

I know the genuinity,
Yet I just am annoyed,
I dunno why I am edgy,
It has got to do with you.

The way you try,
Makes my hair stand,
It freaks my daylight out,
I wish I could run far away.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Anger kills

My heart pumps,
In anger it beats,
With no intention,
It burst out its revenge.

My mind was in turmoil,
I was invinsible to that one,
Didn't know I'd react this way,
It was not the way I want it to be.

I shivered in anger,
My soul burn in pleasure,
I muttered a torturing curse,
My heart beats to kill that one.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Catch me

Will you,
Catch me?
But I doubt,
Still, will you?

I hate to know,
I don't need to know,
Don't tell me answers,
Forget all my questions.

Shut your ears,
Close your eyes,
Don't speak a word,
I'll stay a mile away.

I'd fall,
I just knew,
Hard ground awaits,
No one will catch me.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Lost within my body

I took a deep breath,
Tried to recap old memories,
I yearned for my treasured friends,
Killed myself trying to go back in time.

My heart beats,
So hard it starts to hurt,
My soul had left with no say,
The remains of reasons are left buried.

Nobody knows,
What I've been through,
There is no use if they do,
For nobody but me can redo.

Tried so hard,
But defeat greeted me,
It was clear that you gained,
The things you deserve; VICTORY.

You've won,
I'd declared that,
I am left with nothing,
But despair within my veins.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Unsure

Within my soul,
I tried to defend,
The force so strong,
I've to admit my lost.

I am unaware,
Of the things I've done,
Of the outcomes I've caused,
For I am blinded by this guilt.

My defeat was clear,
Not by tears of sorrow,
But by the shivers of anger,
Of this little heartless creature.

This creature that dwells,
Within my scattered dreams,
This creature that had captured,
The different side of my own beliefs.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts