Leave me Alone

Parents arguing,
Mom screaming,
The alarm going off,
My mind switched off.

I refuse to get up,
I refuse to wake up,
I don't feel like breathing,
I don't feel like being alive.

I wanna sink into my bed,
Adrift along with my dreams,
I don't wanna exist in this world,
Afloat together with lost dead souls.

Leave me alone,
Quit caring for me,
Stop saying hi to me,
Don't drop me anything.

Leave me alone,
I don't feel like moving,
I don't feel like listening,
I don't feel like speaking.

These family issues bullshit,
I've had enough of everything,
I've got enough things on my mind,
My mind just simply switch itself off.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts