Missing You

I'm missing you,
Your whispers of love,
Your sweet kisses and hugs,
Your special touch and your smile.

I can't stop the tears,
I'm missing your presence,
You left a huge hole in my heart,
I feel so empty without you by my side.

My heart wants you to stay,
My brains says you have to go,
My heart wails and cries non-stop,
My brain saying it's the right thing to do.

I checked my mobile,
Awaiting you to text me,
Awaiting your calls to greet me,
But I realised you're miles away.

My heart sank,
My mood swings,
I miss kissing you,
I miss hugging you.

The morning kiss no more,
The smile on my face is taken away,
Everyday is the countdown of your return,
I'll be waiting here awaiting you to fill joy in me.

I am missing you,
I miss your everything,
I am missing your presence,
I miss you playing with my hair.

I miss you teasing me,
I miss you making my day,
I miss your laughter over my joke,
I miss your touch of every concern for me.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Questions

This next step,
Determines my next,
Where will I end up to be?
What will I end up to become?

I have been thinking,
But I'll never know for real,
My mind was swept in a total mess,
What should I do, Which step to take?

I am confused,
Lost in my thoughts,
I can't find my way back,
What is becoming of me?

Oh please help me,
I'm so confused, so lost,
I need your hand to guide,
I need your advice to survive.

What do I want?
What do I need?
What should I do?
Where should I go?

Please tell me,
Please teach me,
I need your help,
And will appreciate.

Guide me through this,
Tell me what's best for me,
What do I need to accomplish this?
How do I go about to accomplish them?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Friends

My dear,
You're still young,
Friends can come and go,
You'll stumble upon more ego.

Friends can come and go,
You'll survive on your own,
They stab you at the back,
You survived without a scratch.

What doesn't kill you,
Only makes you stronger,
You'll know more people on the go,
The backgrounds and attitude of a stranger.

You'll soon know who to trust,
Who to believe and who to rely on,
You'll know who to keep and who to dispose,
Most friends just happen to be for a purpose.

Fret not my dear,
Take a step at a time,
You'll move on and get over,
Your family is here for you anytime.

You're still young my dear,
Everything is going to be fine,
Stop and slow down to shake off that fear,
You know I'll still be here for you to lean on.

My doors wide open for you,
To welcome you in your comfort,
Fear not for the closing doors,
For one opens after another shuts.

Open your eyes and look around,
You might find a better friend to make,
Walk around with your head held high,
Shy not for I'm here with you forever it take.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts
-Dedicated to little 'bro' Hamdan

In you I find..

The sunshine making you glow,
It meant so much to be by your side,
This is a dream come true for me,
It means the whole world to be with you.

In you I found myself,
I find you guiding me somewhere,
Somewhere I deserve and should be,
You taught me to be stronger and better.

You found strenght in me,
You believed in my dreams,
And you plastered a smile on me,
In you I found pure happiness.

The sunrise shining through,
Brightening our future together,
I am convinced you are made for me,
I felt my best when we are together.

The sunset stealing the light,
You are protected me from harm,
You never left me to face these alone,
My hopes still as high as the sky above.

Just you and me alone,
Facing life's battle together,
Hand in hand we face this war,
You and me are partners in mission.

In you I found strenght,
In you I found my future,
In you I found confidence,
In you I found my best self.

You made me your best,
You bring sense into me,
You shake the fear off me,
You bring me out to my very best.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts