Whilst I've found some, I lost many through the journey...
I know not what is bound to happen, how or when it'll come....
Perhaps I am holding on too tightly on the past that has been residing...
And perhaps that's the reason why I've been in this pathetic state of mind....
Not knowing what love is or what it means,
Not knowing how love would feel like or how it should be,
Clueless with how it would be to be with someone who loves me,
Clueless with how I should react when I feel the absence of love in me.
I need the light to shine on to the path I'm taking,
Sadly, the more i desire for the light, the darker my path is,
I need the littlest love to envelope my cold heart,
Unfortunately, the harder I try, the more hate fills up my soul.
I know not why hatred became part of me,
I know not when I'll start loving completely again,
I wondered if there's someone like me who'd know,
The way to treat me right and to set some love in my heart....
Where are thou, soulmate?
Why haven't you saved me?
How do you look like in reality?
Tell me dear one, will you come?-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts
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