A Treasure

It seems so long,
Seems like centuries,
I can't bear any longer,
This distance between us...

It hurts to be apart,
Seems like worlds apart,
Please don't leave me agian,
I can't bid you another goodbye...

It hurts me so deep,
You sliced my heart open,
I can't take the pain any more,
Please don't torture me any longer...

It seems too unbearable,
Seems like death is easier,
I can't wait and bear this pain,
Please give me your healing hand...

It took longer this time,
Seconds ticked slower this time,
Minutes passed at a rate of an hour,
The hour seemed like many days this time.

It took days that took a month,
Took a month that felt like years,
I have never felt like this before,
What have you done to me this time?

It is so perfect this time,
I missed you like never before,
All I want to do is be with you,
All I need to live is You by my side.

It is so beautiful,
This relationship,
So special and precious,
A treasure I'll keep till the end.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

You

You stole my heart of gold,
But, You gave me yours full of treasure.
You stole my precious moments,
But, You gave me your beautiful life in return.

You stole my loneliness,
And gave me joy noone can give.
You stole the problems in my mind,
And gave me hopes I can never get.

You took away the pain,
And gave me your healing touch.
You took away my worries,
And gave me a sense of victory.

You took away my mind,
But never get out of my head.
You took away my insecurities,
But never let me out of your sight.

I could've been the worst,
But, You made me your best.
I could've been lost somewhere,
But, You guide me to heaven.

I wouldn't have made it,
But, You made it happen.
I wouldn't be where I am,
But, You brought me here.

You did so much,
I couldn't say enough.
You can have me forever,
I am all yours till eternity.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Inside of Nowhere

Behind two gates,
In this four walls,
Has a huge "bed",
With concrete floor.

I meet many strangers,
From different backgrounds,
That became friends, sisters,
Mothers, childrens and many more.

We exchanged stories,
We promised to keep in touch,
But when one got released,
All of that became a thing of the past.

We have our own problems,
Protected by our own family,
I broke my promise so do many,
I don't want my status to be known.

I'm afraid of judgement,
Afraid to be seen by many,
With all the people I've got,
From inside of nowhere.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Friendship

Is a frienship
A treasure?
If I'm on a sinking ship,
Will a friend save me?

How do I know,
A friend is a good friend?
How do I assure,
She won't stab me at the back?

Is she a friend,
If she compliments me?
Is she a friend,
If she treats me?

How do I know,
If she is a friend,
I can rely on,
At bad times?

Is a friendship,
Really worth keeping,
To save memories of joy,
And those in tears as well?

Can I throw friends,
Like how I throw my dolls?
For I never knew if I know them,
For they never tell me if I am a friend.

Am I a friend,
Worth keeping?
Am I a friend,
Worth knowing?

I don't know,
Noone tells me,
If I am a friend,
If I am worth keeping.

Am I a friend to you?
Or am I just somebody?
Am I a friend you rely on?
Or are you playing with my feelings?

I gave you time,
I gave you advice,
I gave you my best,
But you never tell me.

Am I your friend?
Tell me.
I need to know.
Am I worth to be your friend?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

I forgot

I forgot the day today,
I forgot the date today,
I forgot the duties today,
I forgot the deadline is today.

I forgot who I am today,
I forgot who I love today,
I forgot who loves me today,
I forgot who my family were today.

I forgot where I am today,
I forgot where I belong today,
I forgot where I've been today,
I forgot where I've got to go today.

I forgot who I am today,
I forgot who you are today,
I forgot who my friends are today,
I forgot who truly loves me today.

I forgot how to read today,
I forgot how to write today,
I forgot how to speak today,
I forgot how to listen today.

I forgot who loves me not today,
I forgot who my enemies are today,
I forgot who I am to be aware of today,
I forgot who to say I love you to today.

Have I told you or have I forgotten?
Have I said how much you mean to me?
Have I listen to what you have to say today?
Have I told you what I have to tell you today?

If I haven't,
I'm sorry,
Maybe I forgot,
Will you forgive me?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

If

If I ever did disagree with you,
That's just to remind you,
I am not you and that I am different,
The reason why you chose me.

If I ever question your love,
That's just to remind you,
I need your love all the time,
The reason why I'm with you.

If I ever walked away,
Please stop me,
I needed your hug,
To assure me you love me.

If I ever couldn't make it,
To be where you needed me,
I might be in trouble,
And needed you more.

If I ever forgot to say,
How much you mean to me,
And that I love you,
Please don't doubt that I still do.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

In a LIBRARY

In the library,
Thought to be quiet,
But it's full of noise,
Why?

In the library,
You should fine peace,
But full of quarrels,
Why?

Not a bunch of small kids,
But teenagers and young adults,
Don't they know it's a library?
Why the noise?

Aren't they taught to off their mobiles,
Or the very least silence it when in a library?
Aren't they educated in such field?
Why so much noise in a library?

Shouldn't it be where you read,
And talk softly to friends?
Why isn't they a single person,
Asking them to lower the volume?

Isn't a library where,
You can find quiet time,
Alone or where you study?
Why not this library?

Am I in the wrong place?
Am I not in a library?
No, I'm not..
I am in a library...

Why is the library,
Full of barbarians,
Making so much noise,
In a F%$*ing Library????

WHY????!!!!

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

If Only...

If I could have my wish,
And have a pair of wings,
I'd spread them and run,
To fly and land on your laps.

If I could have what I want,
Then I would have you,
All to myself and utterly to myself,
Then I would be yours forever more.

If I could fly to the sky,
And beyond the clouds,
I would grab the mighty star,
To brighten up your day.

If I could silence everyone,
And have that moment,
I'd share it with you,
And have the world to ourselves.

If I have the last minute,
To be with you,
I'd tell you over and over,
That I love you and only you.

Look into my eyes,
Tell me once more,
Do you see the greatest love,
In the whole world?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts