Friendship

Is a frienship
A treasure?
If I'm on a sinking ship,
Will a friend save me?

How do I know,
A friend is a good friend?
How do I assure,
She won't stab me at the back?

Is she a friend,
If she compliments me?
Is she a friend,
If she treats me?

How do I know,
If she is a friend,
I can rely on,
At bad times?

Is a friendship,
Really worth keeping,
To save memories of joy,
And those in tears as well?

Can I throw friends,
Like how I throw my dolls?
For I never knew if I know them,
For they never tell me if I am a friend.

Am I a friend,
Worth keeping?
Am I a friend,
Worth knowing?

I don't know,
Noone tells me,
If I am a friend,
If I am worth keeping.

Am I a friend to you?
Or am I just somebody?
Am I a friend you rely on?
Or are you playing with my feelings?

I gave you time,
I gave you advice,
I gave you my best,
But you never tell me.

Am I your friend?
Tell me.
I need to know.
Am I worth to be your friend?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts