One day

One day I was here,
I caught your eye on me,
And when I glanced away,
I saw you straightened your shirt.

I tried to run,
When I saw you coming my way,
I tried to walk away in a hurry,
When I see you quicken your steps.

My heart skipped a beat,
When you tapped my shoulders,
Your touch was electrifying,
I stood there with my blushing face.

I avoided your eyes,
I knew I'd fall all over again,
I tried looking away,
But you held my face to look into my eyes.

You looked deep into my eyes,
The look that tranced me to fantasy,
My heart knew you were for me,
Yet, I was afraid to lose you even before I have you...

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Tell me, dearest...

Sometimes I just wonder,
Will you ever come to ponder,
My value, my worth, my love,
Will you care to give me more?

I wonder if you'd give,
A reason for me to live,
I wonder if you'd be there,
Even when I'm scarred and bare.

Tell me dearest,
Tell me you care,
Tell me you love me,
Tell me you'd be there...

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Where are thou, love?

Where are thou, my love?
What are you doing so busy?
What are you wearing today?
Didn't you want me lately?

I felt a void between us,
I felt less exclusive to you,
Why is this so, my love?
Was it just me, oh tell me it is...

I start to doubt,
Lesser calls from you,
Makes me wonder so much,
Will you come to me tonight?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

How life is...

To forgive,
Or to forget,
To only give,
Or not to take.

Giving up,
Or giving in,
Selfishness or,
Self centeredness?

Egoism perhaps,
Pride or just vain,
With age catching up,
I'd thought you'd give way.

Life is such,
Truth will hurt,
To only splurge,
And not say a word.

In life,
You gotta lose some,
To gain lots more,
This is just how life is...

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts