By my side always

You stood by my side,
Never thought of leaving,
You held my hand so tight,
And never did gave up on me.

I did some bad things,
But you said it is okay,
I might have disappointed you,
But you said I've never done that.

You gave me advices,
Great ones indeed,
You insist to help me,
I'm so indebt to you.

I stood helpless,
You're still there,
Stood loyal by my side,
Always and forever.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Let me go

Lonely but leave me alone,
Leave me alone on my own,
Let's go our separate ways,
Let's give us some space.

I demand for space,
Yet I'm lost like an ace,
In this open field losing,
Losing no more I've lost!

I've lost indeed,
Know not where I am,
Know not where to go,
I've lost this battle of love.

I need you,
I want you,
I love you,
But have you not.

Let me go,
Let me die,
Let me leave,
This world alone.

Don't wanna pull you along,
Don't wanna waste your time,
It's getting harder,
I keep falling.

I keep flying to the top,
To simply find myself fall,
Where is this heading to?
I have no idea what to do.

Life has been hard,
Maybe I need time,
Time to reflect,
To be left alone.

I love you,
But I have you not,
I can't last a lifetime,
It just seems so long.

What's going on here?
Tears keep flowing,
I can't hold them back,
And I don't know why.

Why these tears?
Why these thoughts?
Why am I feeling down?
Why must life be so hard?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts