Just You

You and me,
Hand in hand,
Alone and happy,
Walking on this land.

Just you and me,
Enjoying the sea breeze,
Breathing in the fresh air,
Oh I wish I could stop the time.

Alone with you,
My worries gone,
My problems solved,
I feel so safe and secure.

Your kiss,
My lifeline,
Your hug,
My assurance.

All I want is you,
All I need is you,
All I can give is love,
All I can give is my all.

Just you are all I want,
For you are my everything,
I feel your soul within mine,
I feel the deepest desire for you.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Sleepless Nights

Cars zooming,
Racing at the highway,
Everyone sound asleep,
And I am so wide awake.

My mind active,
Thinking of many things,
Things to do and need to be done,
While others asleep I kept myself busy.

Random thoughts,
Making out reasons,
Why people keep habits,
And why others kick them.

People sound asleep,
Snoring and dreaming away,
I kept myself busy writing,
Writing my thoughts away.

It's morning,
I smell the air,
Closing my eyes,
This is life.

Fresh air,
Filling up the room,
Peaceful and quiet,
Time simply stood still.

This is life,
Just me and him,
Cuddling each other,
So safe and sound.

Bloody Victory

So bloody today,
Blood trickling down,
Sick to the stomach each day,
Blood oozing out your deep cut.

Blood smearing,
The red spreading,
The blood covered cloth,
The smell that turn your stomach.

Seeing blood,
Is nothing new,
It's like a lightning,
Very so frightening.

The sight of blood,
Sometimes do make me smile,
The sight of blood oozing out the foe,
The sign of a very bloody victory for me.

I smell your blood,
I suck in your blood,
I smile at your defeat,
I laughed at your death.

You have had your share,
You put salt into my wound,
You enjoyed torturing me,
But you lost for I never felt the pain.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

My Niece, Siti Nadiah

My niece is eight today,
The cheerful bubbly girl,
Always full of laughter and joy,
Makes me feel like a young girl.

Those time full of curiousity,
Those times when I cradle her,
Watching her sleep in my arms,
Watching her throw tantrums in the air.

She has her good points,
On demand for answers,
Full of innocent questions,
That sometimes drives you insane.

She is my niece,
A lovely one indeed,
Born today eight years ago,
Outgrowing fast and on the go.

I make sure she learned,
I wanted the best out of her,
I sometimes try too hard,
Maybe just too hard for her.

I want her to know,
I loved her from the start,
I will always keep a lookout for her,
To protect her should any harm befalls.

This is specially for you,
My niece the hidden gem,
I know you'd outshine one day,
And I believe in your dreams.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts
-Dedicated to Siti Nadiah Samsul

Everything

The smell of fresh air,
The breath-taking scenery
The melodious birds chirping,
The taste of delicious home-made meal.

The redness from the sun,
The blueness from the sky,
The greeneries from the garden,
The pure whiteness from the snow.

The dreams I have,
The reality that bites,
The pleasures I enjoy,
The torture I have endured.

The differences we had,
The similarities we shared,
The distance and time lived apart,
The friction rubbing against so hard.

The smiles you give,
The joy you provide,
The shoulder you cried on,
The lips that kiss you better.

Everything in this world,
Everything that matters to me,
Every second I can spare for you,
Every day I dedicate my life to you.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Today

Today is lovely,
Thanks for everything,
You made it possible for me,
I have to say thanks for everything!

The food is tasty,
Had stuffed my face,
We went for coffee and pastry,
And had a long nice chat and scored the ace!

You make it happen,
You made my day everyday,
I will continue to let this love burn,
For every minute, every hour, everyday!

I'm looking forward for more,
Today is always better than yesterday,
You made sure of all this things and more,
I just hope I can spend every single day with you!

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Known you for what?

Known you for what?
7 years, for what?
You avoided me,
You never said hi!

Known you for what?
Call me and I'll be there,
But You are always too busy,
To even come over and say hi!

Known you for what?
You never appreciate!
You create excuses,
To avoid being with me!

Known you for what?
I'm not made for your use!
I'm not for you to vent on!
You are a friend but a foe inside!

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts
-Espeacially dedicated for one person only*
*You should know yourself