Parents arguing,
Mom screaming,
The alarm going off,
My mind switched off.
I refuse to get up,
I refuse to wake up,
I don't feel like breathing,
I don't feel like being alive.
I wanna sink into my bed,
Adrift along with my dreams,
I don't wanna exist in this world,
Afloat together with lost dead souls.
Leave me alone,
Quit caring for me,
Stop saying hi to me,
Don't drop me anything.
Leave me alone,
I don't feel like moving,
I don't feel like listening,
I don't feel like speaking.
These family issues bullshit,
I've had enough of everything,
I've got enough things on my mind,
My mind just simply switch itself off.
-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts
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This is not the happiest poem ever. But it is honest. I like the stream of consciousness aspect to it. It captures fragments of something which we have all probably felt at some point.
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