Sacrified

You call me a friend,
Yet you never honour me,
I've pawned my life to fend,
Yet you simply walked away.

Is that a way,
You repay me,
By leaving me stray?
You've just betrayed me.

Time never heals,
The sacrifies I did,
Left to be forgotten,
Is that what I deserve?

I may forgive,
But how can I?
My life at stake,
And you laughed.

It hurts me,
To have you,
Calling me a friend,
Sacrificing like a slave.

You made me bleed,
And you simply turned away,
Which part of my sacrifices,
Is a sin that I've done to you?

A friend you are,
An enemy you define,
I am dying,
And made you smile.

What more do you want,
I've given all,
Just to have you asking more,
What a friend you are.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts