Lost

Yet again,
I've lost myself,
Someone took her,
So far away silently.

Everything,
It seemed to fall apart,
So hard to pick it up,
It hurts to see it breaks.

Yet again,
I'm broken and hurt,
Once again I'm alone,
To do this piece again.

Everything,
It seemed to backfire,
So hard to defend,
It hurts to get critics.

Yet again,
I'm cursed,
To the bones,
To my heart.

Everything,
It seemed so hurtful,
I can't bear any longer,
I can't stand it no more.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts