Stranded

Here I am,
All stranded,
In the open road,
Exposed to everyone.

Here I am,
Major headache,
Naked to the world,
Wondering why it's me.

Here I am,
Dumbfounded,
No words from me,
Just blank stares to you.

Here I am,
All stranded,
Once again I am,
Found at a dead end.

Here I am,
No escape,
One time more,
I am alive from the dead.

Here I am,
In a graveyard,
Full of endless worries,
And the long list of problems.

Here I am,
Still standing,
Completely clueless,
That the world in unfair.

Here I am,
Staring at you,
As blankly as I can,
Making out what's best.

Here I am,
With decisions,
To move forward,
And never look back.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Relationship issues

Sometime I wonder,
And want you to ponder,
Why relationship issues can,
Be too sensitive to be raised,
To be talked about.

One wants to own the other,
One wants to meet another,
One hesitates to tell the other,
And the other gets jealous,
Who's to be blamed now?

The other can't catched up,
With another otherwise said to flirt,
Yet one can still meet up with another,
Able and free to party together as 'friends',
And the other is not to get jealous for trust sake.

What is going on here?
Male still dominates the world?
That they can do what they want,
And the other can't or they would be labelled?
Are you saying that the other has no sense of control?

It's a small world, gentlemen!
You wouldn't want to add another foe,
What's wrong with saying hi and a warm hug?
Probably there's more to just catching up with another,
Thus the accusation to the other when she meets up with friends.

Trust your woman,
And she'll trust you,
Quit playing games with her,
Tell her just what you feel and want,
Stop leading her deeper in love if you're not in love.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Your love for me

We are all born naked,
Unknown to us what awaits us,
In this huge world that welcomes,
Where time never wait for anyone.

In this huge world,
Where love starts to grow,
From the first sight to the heart,
Where true love begins to flow.

The first sign of great love,
Is to have conquered the worst,
We walked through the path full of thorns,
Together we will reach the heavenly destination.

The path full of thorns,
The journey so worth while,
We learnt about one another,
More than anyone would have guessed.

Learning about one another,
Is the greatest thing of all,
To know the one inside you,
To find myself within your soul.

The one inside you,
Is the one I've been looking for,
The one who can take care of me,
Full of respect and love for the rest of my life.

You took care of me,
With all the love you have,
That nothing I can do to repay,
Except to love and cherish every moment we have.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Uncertainty

It's too deafening,
You can't hear them speak,
You can't find their voice no more,
But you can still see their lips move.

It's getting blur now,
You can't quite see them,
You can't make out the words,
What are they trying to tell you?

You wish you could hold them close,
But fate doesn't seem to be with you,
There's always something in between,
That made your meetings slimmer by chance.

You couldn't hear their messages,
You couldn't see the opportunities,
You couldn't make out what's wrong,
Maybe it's a sign for you to change the norm.

These uncertainty is getting to you,
Making you less confident by the day,
Making you more handicap by your ability,
Your strength has became your worse weakness.

You've still got me,
You've still got my love,
You've still got my support,
You've still got my shoulder to cry on.

Don't let these uncertainty,
Ever discourage you in any way,
Be strong, stay tough, you'll be okay,
You can surely make it the way you want it!

I'll always be there for you,
Not financially, I can't afford that,
But I have all the support you need,
I can be there for you to blabber it all out.

I can be there,
When you need me to,
I can be your back to lean onto,
I'll be there for you to blabber it out.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Thoughts

My little thinking tool,
Bursting with crazy ideas,
Thoughts of witty creativity,
To add on to my future dreams.

My tiny little brain,
So many things in you,
Always thinking of something,
You've been working real hard.

My great mind in the skull,
You truly deserve a big break,
All week you've got things to think,
Day in and day out you tried your best.

I'm proud of how you survived,
In this cruel world we both live in,
Those rocky and rough paths we took,
Never thought we would make it this far.

Here we are strong and tough,
Still alive thinking and moving on,
You took a different way of thinking,
Those thoughts running through my mind.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Leave me Alone

Parents arguing,
Mom screaming,
The alarm going off,
My mind switched off.

I refuse to get up,
I refuse to wake up,
I don't feel like breathing,
I don't feel like being alive.

I wanna sink into my bed,
Adrift along with my dreams,
I don't wanna exist in this world,
Afloat together with lost dead souls.

Leave me alone,
Quit caring for me,
Stop saying hi to me,
Don't drop me anything.

Leave me alone,
I don't feel like moving,
I don't feel like listening,
I don't feel like speaking.

These family issues bullshit,
I've had enough of everything,
I've got enough things on my mind,
My mind just simply switch itself off.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Make me dance

The steps I want to master,
The movements I want to make,
The pressure I can't undertake,
I just want to dance to my heart.

The music ever so melodious,
The moment to show my move,
I can't just let go this oppurtunity,
This chance I have to dance with you.

I want to stay,
Please let me dance,
Make my body sway,
To the rhythm of jive.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts