Dilemma

Why have you returned?
Why the sudden change?
Why stir up my emotions?
Whilst my feelings were strong,
You left saying you're just an illusion.

Now that I am in someone's else arms,
You returned to express your hidden emotions,
Indeed I still have that little yearnings for you,
But I wanted so much to forget you the same.
I wanted so much to ignore, but I couldn't resist.

I am lost with what you want,
I am even lost with what I want,
Why the sudden eruption of desire?
Why the sudden need for my existence?
Is this feeling mutual or is it merely virtual?

Shed some light,
Not your shadow,
Give me answers,
Not another riddle.

-Lost in Junaidah's thoughts