Pain, hurt and dissapointed...

If he fails to see the greatness of my feelings,
Emotions, or in other words, my love...
And wanted me to leave..
I know I will...
In tears maybe,
in frustration or in fear..
But I know I will..
Because I have to...

To not fall is a dream,
To keep falling is not a failure,
To not be in love till time is right,
To keep waiting is in my might,
But to be shut out of his life...
That's more like a living nightmare.

Calls rejected, messages left ignored.
Will he ever realise? Will he wake up?
How long will he take to stop hurting me?
Maybe someone else existed, but who?
What do I lack? Where did I go wrong?

I have failed to keep my patience at bay,
I have tried letting everything go,
But my dear, you're the one to pay,
For the lost is yours, so do learn to forgo..
For those who give in is not always the loser,
Please think deep and ponder,
Is this all really necessary?

What matters to you is you,
Try to turn it around,
Think about how it is if you are me,
Of the things I had to deal with,
The things you did to me,
I am just doing it back at you,
If I can handle what you did,
Couldn't you just do the same?

People will do what you did to them.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts