Entah

Tidak pasti tapi ku tahu,
Tidak ingin tapi ku mahu,
Mengapa fikiran dibelengu,
Di kala aku dilamun binggung?

Tidak sedar tapi terjadi,
Tidak sangka tapi menjadi,
Mengapa bahagia di kala sepi,
Namun air mata setia teman pipi?

Minda kosong fikiran kusut,
Hati sayu senyuman pun luput,
Siang mudah dan cepat menjadi malam,
Kenangan lalu senang menjadi memori silam.

Tidak dicari tapi terjumpa,
Hendak ceburi entah mengapa,
Bukan kawan tapi menegur sapa,
Hendak berkenalan entah bagaimana.

Tidak tahu tapi ingin belajar,
Kerana impian besar yang dikejar,
Tidak semua tapi pasti ada sedikit,
Kerana permulaan rata akan menjadi bukit.

Mari kita ceburi impian,
Mari kita mimpi akan kejayaan,
Impian ini akan mencatat kecapaian,
Mimpi indah pasti akan menjadi kenyataan.

-Sebuah karya dari sudut pemikiran Junaidah

Demi Cinta

Mengapa kini, kasih?
Soalanmu membuatku keliru.
Mengapa hatiku merasa pedih?
Hatiku berat, lidahku kelu.

Tidak terjawab soalanmu.
Mengapa tersilap langkahku?
Hati rasa amat terharu.
Mengapa salah pilihanku?

Silapku kerana tidak bertanya,
Silapmu kerana tidak menanti,
Mungkinkah ini hanya balasan semata?
Atau mungkinkah ini dugaan suci dari Illahi?

Cemuhan, hinaan, persoalan,
Semuanya aku rela menghadapi,
Penantian menguji kesabaran,
Tetap ku akan cuba melalui.

Demi cinta tulus dan suci,
Aku rela berkorban apa sahaja,
Demi kasih ku yang kian berputik,
Aku akan terus menanti untuk bersama.

-Sebuah karya dari sudut pemikiran Junaidah

Silent Treatment

The silence you gave,
The emptiness I felt,
The Man I used to have,
The hug that made me melt.

Why this silence?
Why leave me hanging?
A text I await to say,
Leave me alone, and I shall.

This silence,
I can no longer hear,
This emptiness,
I can no longer bear.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Harapanku

Harapanku hancur sekali lagi,
Dengan hati yang kembali retak,
Aku beranikan diri untuk melangkah pergi,
Lantas kau beri aku alasan kukuh yang teragak.

Hatiku berat menerima alasanmu,
Tidak sanggup aku biarkan hatiku luka,
Namunku sambut dengan ungkapan terima kasih padamu,
Terima kasih kerana kesilapanmu yang tidak pernah sudah.

Harapanku agar kita dapat berbincang,
Namun kau sering sahaja terlalu sibuk,
Sering sekali kita bertemu dikala kau kepenatan,
Kelibat mu yang letih tidak bermaya melembutkan hati remuk.

Tidak sanggup ku rasa,
Untuk menambah beban padamu,
Namun semua itu hanya sia-sia,
Kau tidak perasan pengorbananku.

Semut di seberang laut kau lihat,
Namun gajah yang berada di depan mu,
Kau buat bersahaja langsung tidak dihiraukan,
Aku hanya seorang wanita yang sering disalahkan.

Kau kata aku sering buat kau serba salah,
Tapi sayang kau juga buat aku sebegitu rupa,
Mengapa menjadi satu beban untuk kami bicara?
Sedangkan ianya sepatutnya membantu huraikan masalah...

-Sebuah karya dari sudut pemikiran Junaidah

Cinta Tuanku

Mengapa hati ku bernyanyi gembira,
Mengapa kini ku rasa bagai di syurga,
Ingin ku terus di samping mu nikmati bahagia,
Ingin ku terus memberi mu senyuman ku yg jelita.

Adakah ini sebuah mimpi indah,
Apakah mungkin ini hanya sementara,
Ingin ku terus disayangi dibelai dan dimanja,
Ingin ku terus merasa nikmatnya keikhlasan cinta.

Wahai Tuanku yang bertakhta di hati ku,
Jangan lah dikau memberi ku harapan saja,
Buktikan la wahai Tuanku apakah benar katamu,
Jangan lah dikau berkata seribu namun segala dusta.

Ampun Tuanku hamba datang merayu,
Jangan lah Tuanku terus menyiksa jiwaku,
Sambutlah tanganku bantulah aku wahai Tuanku,
Jangan lah Tuanku berdiam diri tanpa membela cintaku.

Sesungguhnya hati ini telah Tuanku curi,
Sesungguhnya jiwa ini telah Tuanku miliki,
Jangan lah Tuanku terus mencurigai cinta ini,
Jangan lah Tuanku menolak cinta sejati ku ini.

-Sebuah karya dari sudut pemikiran Junaidah

I said I heard you thinking

In the morning,
I sat myself thinking,
I said let's continue loving,
Because I heard you saying,
Yeah, you said you are trying,
To be the one who'd be caring,
Always being next to me listening,
And I asked what is it you'd be saying,
I waited for a reply but i ain't hearing nothing.

Tell me honey say what you're thinking,
I ain't gonna care even if you say I'm tripping,
Coz' You and I both know I ain't do that thing,
So tell me baby say what you wanna be saying,
Yeah, I said I ain't gonna care if it's me you're hating,
Coz' Baby You and I know how much we've been wanting,
Yeah, I heard you say it's me whom you have been waiting.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Finding Love

Whilst I've found some, I lost many through the journey...

I know not what is bound to happen, how or when it'll come....

Perhaps I am holding on too tightly on the past that has been residing...

And perhaps that's the reason why I've been in this pathetic state of mind....

Not knowing what love is or what it means,

Not knowing how love would feel like or how it should be,

Clueless with how it would be to be with someone who loves me,

Clueless with how I should react when I feel the absence of love in me.

I need the light to shine on to the path I'm taking,

Sadly, the more i desire for the light, the darker my path is,

I need the littlest love to envelope my cold heart,

Unfortunately, the harder I try, the more hate fills up my soul.

I know not why hatred became part of me,

I know not when I'll start loving completely again,

I wondered if there's someone like me who'd know,

The way to treat me right and to set some love in my heart....

Where are thou, soulmate?

Why haven't you saved me?

How do you look like in reality?

Tell me dear one, will you come?


-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Unexpected

Never did I expect,
To meet you tonight,
With much boredom,
I thought I'd just pass my time.

Little did I know,
I'd be having much fun,
Watching you smile and joke,
It seemed like we're meant to be.

As time passes,
It seemed to me,
Like I've always known you,
Deep down I know I had fun.

Today as I rode home,
I wondered if you'd remember,
This day we spent together not alone,
With friends who seemed to know better.

I wondered now as I lay on bed,
If you'd be thinking of me in your dreams,
Like how I am thinking of you as I type,
As I wondered along my phone rang and it read your name.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Jealousy

This is jealousy,
Deceiving is what you see,
Accusing is your best remedy,
Comparing what it seemed to be.

Raping my territory,
With your mere jealousy,
Saying what you only see,
Hurting beyond what is supposed to be.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts