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As I sit behind my desk,
I hear humans preaching,
Talking about their frisky walk,
With all their might they went explaining.

Of reasons behind their doing,
It wasnt about walking the talk.
Now it has became talking the walk,
Humans are afraid to take ownership.

They preferred talking anyway,
Especially of the good they did,
Or rather the bad others has done,
These comparison, and complaints...

They do no good, really.
I shrugged in discomfort,
As I listened to them telling tales,
Of what was good that has turned bad.

And here stood a German man,
Looking a little French speaking,
To a forever red-faced pretty man,
And here I am alone with not much to do...

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Mysterious Love

Wandering for your presence,
Searching for your tender love,
Seeking for your endless touch,
With a kiss sealed within.

In my heart your name throbs,
In my ears your breath was heard,
In my soul your warmth indulge,
In my mind your existence never left.

Saddened by your departure,
Overwhelmed with your decision,
I overcame this fear of loneliness,
Only to witness your victorious freedom.

Where are thou mysterious love,
That smile linger in my mind,
Your last touch still intact,
But I see nor hear you not.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Be mine

A note I would write,
With my heart I'd recite,
With my body it'd be done,
In my soul it shall be born.

In my mind,
It would form,
With my thoughts,
It would unwind.

In my words,
It'd be written,
With my eyes,
It'd be seen.

In my heart,
It'd be told,
With my lips,
It'd be said.

With you in my mind,
I would be in peace,
With your hand in mine,
I would be at ease.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Trembles from my lips...

Can you feel the trembles within my body,
In fear of being caught, in fear of being seen,
Can't you see my knees go weak when you're near?
In fear of being touched, in fear of being loved.

My lips trembles as I speak,
But words refuse to form up,
You left me standing so weak,
As I tried to gather my strength up.

I hugged myself,
In attempts of feeling warm,
I kissed my knees,
In attempts of feeling loved.

I looked ahead,
Watching you smile,
And here I am,
Trembling again in fear.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts
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Love in One's Eye

Can't you see the beauty behind those eyes?
Did you fail to capture the heartbeat beneath her chest?
Can't you hear the whisper of her voice saying your name?
Did you fail again to listen to her longing desire to be with you?

Oh how I wish, I could meet her needs...
But it's you she wants, it's you she cried for..
Oh how I yearned, to see her tears dry...
But it's only you who can make her stop...

Why have I failed to see the truth in her eyes?
Why have I failed to hear her pleas for me to stay?
Why have you failed to stop my tears and pain?
Why have you failed to say those words in love?

The beauty in her face was clearly not an illusion,
The sweet touch of romance in her mind was never a lie,
Yet, you see her as another woman - just another female,
Yet, you hear her sincerity just as another musical...

You left me a kiss, a night, and another...
Just to leave and never return...
Am I to still be here when you return,
Or am I to leave and move on?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts
PS: For full explanation of some kind, do refer to www.njunaidah.blogspot.com

Time

Tick tick tick.
Seconds goes by,
Nearer to deadline,
Is this decision right?

Time is running out,
Errands still undone,
A choice to be made,
It's now or never again.

Tick tick tick,
Please be quick,
Time is almost up,
Don't you give up now.

Don't look back now,
Don't you feel any regret,
Decisions are made,
Choices are picked.

And now,
It's up to Him,
To grant or not to,
It's all up to Him.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Feelings

Speak with no doubt,
Your true feelings,
Look me in the eyes.
And tell me no lies.

Do you or do you not,
Want me in your life,
Have you or have you not,
Think it through?

Let your thoughts run,
Wild in the open,
Knowing not what to find,
Settling not to only one.

Look up to my face,
Search the truth within,
Do you or do you not?
Was this love or just lust?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Wrong

Food on the table,
Drinks passed around,
I wished I was able,
To indulge in his warmth.

His smile I see,
In every faces,
His touch I feel,
Almost like a trance.

Yet I sense,
Something wrong,
It was cold,
A word became cruel.

My heart sank,
The world swerved,
I felt giddy,
I wanted to cry.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Righteous

When time is right,
These feelings will be told,
When time is right,
These thoughts will flow.

The time will come,
Be patient and be done,
I will come before you,
To give my all and be true.

Wait for the right moment,
To let go these torment,
I have hold it for too long,
To find out to whom I belong.

My mind keep reminding,
The past that has been residing,
The present to be going,
And the future in the planning.

Will I get there,
At the right time,
To stand naked and bare,
To the righteous moment of prime?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Queer

It's weird,
How different,
Yet similar,
We can all be.

Minds entangled,
Burst with ideas,
Creating a theory,
To everything there is.

Strange,
The feelings,
The comfortness,
We had with each other.

Great time,
Speaking of thoughts,
Debating of differences,
Concluding to the same.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Risk

Against the tide,
Opposing the wind,
Life in my stride,
More risks in mind.

Others give it a miss,
But I'll take the risk,
To be the first,
In the list.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Fighting

Voices screaming,
Hands injuring body,
Tears rolling down,
Endless heartache.

Harsh words heard,
Helpless to give a hand,
Unable to protect nor stop,
Rebelling deep inside crying.

Doors slamming,
Hitting and slapping,
The pain within,
No cure to heal.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Goodbye

Destined to be broken,
Left and forgotten,
The day has now end.

Such a waste,
No more space,
Just us in a maze.

Like the light,
Dimmer by night,
No more might.

I have no say,
This is your way,
And so you will pay.

Bid goodbye,
With no lie,
but a smile.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Mystery

Encoded mystery,
Await to be solved,
The mere misery,
At failure to uncode.

Twirl of thoughts,
Too bad a migrane,
Tiring debates,
Too much pain.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Your way

Why do you feel hurt,
When you hurt someone more?
Why ain't there guilt in your face,
When you left without fighting?

You asked why,
And you ran away,
Before I could answer,
You ran away and hide.

Is that really the way,
Out of your misery?
Run away and erase it all,
To just let go and not fight at all?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

I wonder

Sometimes,
I wonder why,
The sudden lost,
Of interest of joy.

Sometimes,
I wonder where,
The time has gone,
Before today.

Sometimes,
I wonder how,
Life would be,
Without me.

Sometimes,
I just go gone,
To find myself,
Whom had hidden.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Been awhile...

Been awhile,
Since I last heard,
Your warm voice,
In those words,
You used to say...

Been awhile,
Since I last saw,
The glow in your eyes,
In those happiness,
We used to build...

Been awhile,
Since I last smelt,
The everlasting scent,
The special perfume,
I used to spray on for you...

Been awhile,
Since I last touched,
Your lovely face,
In which a smile,
Will be plastered on...

Been awhile,
Since I last taste,
The sweetness,
That you leave behind,
In my soul it grows...


-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Poisonous Tears

Your tears,
So poisonous,
It spreads within,
Even killed my soul.

Your cries,
Such a weapon,
When used by you,
My heart wailed without end.

Your regrets,
So much to take,
Its fast transfer rate,
Made me run and never come back.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Your Smile

When I see your smile,
I couldn't help but smile.
You made my day better,
You are why I am happier.

Your smile,
Brings joy in me,
The glow in you face,
Brightens my day up.

The way you look at me,
It made me all blushing and shy,
The way you touched me with warmth,
It made me smile from ear to ear with no end.

I'm simply glad we met,
Simply happy to be with you,
To laugh and indulge in our love,
I'm just overjoyed that you loved me.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Think thing

Think,
Of one thing,
Not too many,
Just one to add in.

Nothing,
It became something,
Something out of nowhere,
Can lead you to somewhere.

Think,
About the thing,
That we spoke about,
What is it that we makes us proud?

Was it nothing?
Or was it something?
Was it the thing you think it is?
Or was it the thing you never think it will be?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts