Time pass by....

It has been almost a year,
I was only here in despair,
For it was hard, my dear,
To write when love is in the air.

I had trouble,
To express happiness,
Or perhaps just not able,
To contain my little miseries.

Time came,
A visit it paid,
It left a little fame,
Some memories to replay.

How do I write,
How do I share,
To make things right,
To run away from despair.

Who am I,
To you and the people,
What was I to say,
To help you rise against the rubble?

Words are forming,
In the air it dances,
How, how am I doing?
Why, why steal glances?

Apologies,
I seek from you,
Forgiveness,
Bestowed by you.

Gratitude,
Unseen and unsaid,
In silence or attitude,
Bursting to be freed.

Time passed by,
Catch you can never,
It was my hardest goodbye,
But to forget you, I could never.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Tersirat

Indah pulau dikeliling laut,
Lagenda misteri dijadikan sejarah,
Kalau benar sucinya raut,
Maju kehadapan dedahkan wajah.

Bahasa berbunga sembunyi rasa,
Makna tersirat indah dihias,
Jika benar Tuan berjasa,
Sila buktikan dengan ikhlas.

Dari sudut pemikiran ku,
Junaidah

Emosiku...

Sedihku kerana tangisanmu,
Gembiraku kerana senyumanmu,
Keghairahan ku kerana kejayaanmu,
Kesungguhanku kerana keyakinanmu.

Namun aku tersentak,
Begitu sungguh aku cuba,
Aku tetap seakan terlupa,
Dia masih yang utama.

Siapakah aku,
Hanya insan biasa,
Melalui ujian hidupku,
Walau perit, ku tetap teruja.

Terkedu rasa hati,
DiujiNya daku kerana sayang,
Terdiam daku dalam sepi,
Teringin hati menjadi dayang.

Ingin diberi masa,
Agar sempurna di mata,
Ingin diberi kasih sedalam boleh,
Agar dibimbing imam yang soleh.

Aku akan selalu menanti,
Menanti saat kau bersedia,
Akan aku setia menagih kasih,
Agar kita bersama hingga ke Syurga.

Maafkan daku jika aku terkasar bahasa,
Halalkan lah makan minum ku selalu,
Aku akan selalu memaafkanmu sentiasa,
Apa ada pada aku hanyalah layak dimiliki mu.

-Sebuah karya dari sudut pemikiran Junaidah

Blissful

Before I was just hoping,
Then I was patiently waiting,
Before I was afraid of loving,
Then I was afraid of losing.

Before it was planning,
Then it was executing,
The colours we chose,
The theme we picked.

The design I sketched,
The fabric I picked,
The favours I crocheted,
A dream came true for me.

A lifelong dream of my marriage,
More than a dream of a flawless wedding,
A dream to have a husband like dad,
Who will always protect me forever.

Blissful is my life,
That my prayers was answered,
A man who loves unconditionally,
Accepted and has taken me as his wife.

Blissful is my life,
Love surrounds me,
Hate distances from me,
Blissful has a rough journey.

- A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Fragile..

Cool breeze from the sea,
Blowing through the windows,
Standing by the window ledge at ease,
Watching the children play and grow.

Peaceful is the scene,
Innocent are the children,
May only the good be seen,
And may the evil be gone.

Fragile is life,
So forget yesterday's past,
Appreciate today's gift,
Build the future fast.

...
Yours Truly...
...

So I heard..

Oh so I heard, You missed me, Gone were the hatred, Oh so they say cruel is me. Oh haven't you heard, My heart turned stone, All because of your dirt, Oh so they say I'll go gone. Oh so I heard, You regretted, The days you beat me hard, The days you left me stranded. Oh so you asked, How can I not love you now, And so I answered, Haven't you learn your lesson? Oh so they said, So inhuman my reaction, And so I heard, You lacked some affection. Oh so I heard, You were a disease, And you felt much hurt, And they say you made a mess. Oh I couldn't care any less, All these riot you have caused, Everything left in your big mess, Oh I shouldn't have stayed on and endured. And so I bid you farewell, Along with your empty promises, And so I heard you cursed me well, And here I am still smiling at your mess.

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