Jealousy

This is jealousy,
Deceiving is what you see,
Accusing is your best remedy,
Comparing what it seemed to be.

Raping my territory,
With your mere jealousy,
Saying what you only see,
Hurting beyond what is supposed to be.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Come with me

Entertain me my love,
Fulfil my wildest fantasies,
Satisfy my deepest desires,
Come to me close deep and tight.

Keep me warm my love,
Let's just make love tonight,
Over and over again till dawn,
Come and make me weak and strong.

Hold me close my love,
Let go of all these fears of risks,
Let's try something new together,
Let's make a movie just you and me.

Grab me hard my love,
Your hand supporting my back,
My legs wrapping around your waist,
Let's just bounce and get to work baby.

Oh entertain me my love,
Talk to me about our adventures,
Tell me those acts you like me to do,
Moan my name while I do a job for you.

Oh keep me warm my love,
Dun let anything come between us,
Hold me by my waist and guide me,
Allow me to hold by your neck as I bounce.

Oh hold me close my love,
Keep me close bouncing on you,
Support me and watch me climax,
Talk to me so we can do it together.

Oh grab me hard my love,
Let's make this our legend,
Tell me honey as I moan and groan,
Tell me honey and I shall come with you.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Secrets

Secrets,
Dark and mysterious,
Kept inside over the years,
Sealed with forgotten memories.

Secrets,
Why do they exists?
Secrets between us,
Has grown massively.

Secrets,
How do I rid you?
Where do I dispose you?
Who should I share you with?

Secrets,
Too dark,
Too much,
To be told...

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

One day

One day I was here,
I caught your eye on me,
And when I glanced away,
I saw you straightened your shirt.

I tried to run,
When I saw you coming my way,
I tried to walk away in a hurry,
When I see you quicken your steps.

My heart skipped a beat,
When you tapped my shoulders,
Your touch was electrifying,
I stood there with my blushing face.

I avoided your eyes,
I knew I'd fall all over again,
I tried looking away,
But you held my face to look into my eyes.

You looked deep into my eyes,
The look that tranced me to fantasy,
My heart knew you were for me,
Yet, I was afraid to lose you even before I have you...

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Tell me, dearest...

Sometimes I just wonder,
Will you ever come to ponder,
My value, my worth, my love,
Will you care to give me more?

I wonder if you'd give,
A reason for me to live,
I wonder if you'd be there,
Even when I'm scarred and bare.

Tell me dearest,
Tell me you care,
Tell me you love me,
Tell me you'd be there...

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Where are thou, love?

Where are thou, my love?
What are you doing so busy?
What are you wearing today?
Didn't you want me lately?

I felt a void between us,
I felt less exclusive to you,
Why is this so, my love?
Was it just me, oh tell me it is...

I start to doubt,
Lesser calls from you,
Makes me wonder so much,
Will you come to me tonight?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

How life is...

To forgive,
Or to forget,
To only give,
Or not to take.

Giving up,
Or giving in,
Selfishness or,
Self centeredness?

Egoism perhaps,
Pride or just vain,
With age catching up,
I'd thought you'd give way.

Life is such,
Truth will hurt,
To only splurge,
And not say a word.

In life,
You gotta lose some,
To gain lots more,
This is just how life is...

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts