I wonder

Sometimes,
I wonder why,
The sudden lost,
Of interest of joy.

Sometimes,
I wonder where,
The time has gone,
Before today.

Sometimes,
I wonder how,
Life would be,
Without me.

Sometimes,
I just go gone,
To find myself,
Whom had hidden.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Been awhile...

Been awhile,
Since I last heard,
Your warm voice,
In those words,
You used to say...

Been awhile,
Since I last saw,
The glow in your eyes,
In those happiness,
We used to build...

Been awhile,
Since I last smelt,
The everlasting scent,
The special perfume,
I used to spray on for you...

Been awhile,
Since I last touched,
Your lovely face,
In which a smile,
Will be plastered on...

Been awhile,
Since I last taste,
The sweetness,
That you leave behind,
In my soul it grows...


-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Poisonous Tears

Your tears,
So poisonous,
It spreads within,
Even killed my soul.

Your cries,
Such a weapon,
When used by you,
My heart wailed without end.

Your regrets,
So much to take,
Its fast transfer rate,
Made me run and never come back.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Your Smile

When I see your smile,
I couldn't help but smile.
You made my day better,
You are why I am happier.

Your smile,
Brings joy in me,
The glow in you face,
Brightens my day up.

The way you look at me,
It made me all blushing and shy,
The way you touched me with warmth,
It made me smile from ear to ear with no end.

I'm simply glad we met,
Simply happy to be with you,
To laugh and indulge in our love,
I'm just overjoyed that you loved me.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Think thing

Think,
Of one thing,
Not too many,
Just one to add in.

Nothing,
It became something,
Something out of nowhere,
Can lead you to somewhere.

Think,
About the thing,
That we spoke about,
What is it that we makes us proud?

Was it nothing?
Or was it something?
Was it the thing you think it is?
Or was it the thing you never think it will be?

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

And...

And so it wasn't you,
So it was someone else,
Apologies from me I begged,
For I mistook devil for an angel.

That friend was no friend,
She seemed to be an enemy,
Awaiting for something sweet,
A revenge maybe or maybe a victim.

And so I became her prey,
And you became a game to play,
I had believed that evil more than you,
I had been influenced to play the devil's role.

Now I know,
Who she really is,
A friend indeed she was,
But an enemy now she define.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts

Ruined

My art distorted,
You splashed acid,
My paints got ruined,
Special thanks to you!

A new plain paper,
I took to paint again,
You snatched it away,
And tore it to small pieces.

The blame on me,
Said I am not good,
Said my art is rubbish,
Called me a lying monster.

I took the blame,
With a smile on my face,
I took a new paper again,
To do what I've been doing.

And now I am alone,
Back to where I started,
So what's the big deal now?
I just have to start all over.

I am used to it,
I can surely do it,
I have survived the worst,
And this is what I call the best.

-A piece of Junaidah's thoughts